
When you lose someone forever you stay in denial for long. Your mind tries to cover up the facts and make you believe that one day they’ll come back or the recurring dreams make you believe that they are by your side. Now when it’s almost one year the reality sets in….This time they are gone forever and won’t return. As the reality sets in, the pain, the guilt, the torment, that particular day and those emotions, it all comes back with a rush to haunt you all over again. The worst part is this time you can’t even deny it or run away from it.